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♫ Premiere: Cold Love - Other Light

♫ Cold Love - Other Light

Almost as if on cue, the grotesque internal transformation began. Days soon gave way to weeks, and I could feel my insides stretching and twisting at every turn. Organs entangled and intertwined - helixed and spiraled. My innards were your fodder; you began to feed upon my body. Devouring the gastric acids, chewing and sucking on the white blood cells, nibbling and feasting on my liver, my kidneys. At times, I could not withstand the intense pangs you frequently subjected me to. I would vomit vile, crimson liquid until I fainted away from the sheer force; exhilarated yet repulsed by the invasive aftermath. Kicking and punching, I could feel your desire to escape manifesting in your vehement reactions. What joy you would derive out of ripping apart my intestines - plucking them intently like a harp. If I did not see to your inner whim, you would flick my lungs and tickle my heart. Squeezing and pinching. Pulling and squashing. Parasitic predator - invasive alien. 

Cold Love’s darkly lush sound ebbs and flows - reaching and then gently pulling back. It teases and satisfies; intensely, softly, and majestically. The tiny hint of vocalization, the hushed and masked urging creates a hazy shadow of something greater than originally anticipated. Textured layers stumble and start - tripping, falling, succumbing into murky, nebulous arms. Atramentous affection - dark delight.

You can download the other 3 previously released songs + “Other Light” here. 

♪ File under: dark, electronic, oh my heart