February 2012
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♫ RVTZTVX - RVTXMANZION
RVTZTVX - RVTXMANZION
Prepared to embark on a ritualistic cleansing - to purge the violent demons of my past - I travel far and with little attachment. Unsure how this process would begin, I apprehensively began the ceremony. Hands placed over my eyes and forehead, anointed by warm, bitter liquid, voices raised and gargling - a dismal rite of restoration. As they sang and danced, I was urged to...
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♫ Glass Popcorn / Go Slow
♫ Glass Popcorn / Go Slow- Glass Like Me (Prod. by Clams Casino)
“I’m so 4g, I feel so free.” Languid, lethargic rhyming merge lackadaisical hi-hats, claps, and dilatory beats. Sounds of summer in the peak of winter peppered with social media references. Adore.
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♪ File under: electronic, beats, kush beats, glass swag
January 2012
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♫ G∞gle - b∞m
♫ G∞gle - b∞m
The bloodshot lines suffused across my slcera like ink-stained crimson constellations. My hands, concaved and wrought with crippling disorder, would shrink back into themselves - curling, folding, gnarled. I could foresee catastorphe in your cloudy irises and in your mouth that contorted sardonically. Cacophonous buzzing overpowered my senses - rising and swelling - while I...
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♫ Drippin' - Worlds Apart
♫ Drippin - Worlds Apart No longer could we keep the monsters at bay - those terrible, terrific titans that kept our livelihood on hold. As we would struggle to come to terms with our reality, we no longer felt the need to deny. Taking up arms, we would peruse the walls until we felt secure in our fortress. Our eyes would remain wide open while others would sleep, shrouded in fear. Unable to...
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RIP Etta James (Jan 25, 1938 - Jan 20, 2012)
I remember feeling completely enamored at the sound of heartbreak and pain in your voice. The way you would command attention when you, so insistent, sung out for love, affection, and for faithfulness - would send shivers down my spine. On those sad, lonely nights when I stood at the road of indecision, your voice would comfort me. And when your heart would nearly explode with tumultuous emotion,...
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♫ The Weeknd - Rolling Stone (Owls Refix)
♫ The Weeknd - Rolling Stone (Owls Refix)
This “refix”, from Cardiff’s Owls, doesn’t stray too far away from the original, yet creates a whole new solemn atmosphere courtesy of dragged out vocals. Drenched in echo and often running parallel to pitch shifted vocals, it serves as an ode to abandonment and an urge for change. Gorgeous. Sndcld
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♫ Dark Mother - Glass Cast
♫ Dark Mother - Glass Cast Fatigued yet obsessed with this metamorphosis - fixated on unsolicited transformations. Bones brittle - muscles limp and slack - flesh unfettered and fragmenting. Fingers shoved inside flaps of skin, forcibly working my buccinator - commanding assisted self mastication - partaking in the my very core. Consuming my own flesh to rid myself of the violent invaders; the...
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♫ Polozov - Violet
♫ Polozov - Violet
Weary from travel, I head to the closest inn. Granted a stay, I begin to settle down for a much needed rest. As I close my eyes, I begin to hear murmurings in the room adjacent to mine. Curious, I peer into the darkness only to hear conversations escalate into cacophonous screams. Stepping out into the hallway, I notice I could not see my footing before. My hands grasped at...
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♫ DJ Deathray - Lick
♫ DJ Deathray - Lick
As I strive to maintain the last grasp of breath, I can envision all the imperfections in my skeleton. I would gnaw and gnash my teeth against my tattered and torn lips as the pain became too much to bare. Scintillating and adorned in crimson, I crawled and writhed upon the warm, wet floor. My hands, absent of fingernails, shook uncontrollably as agony coursed through...
♫ Several Symptoms - Stylist
♫ Several Symptoms - Stylist
Pained by the constant tormenting, the taunting of my mental state, I yearned for companionship and understanding. Seeking solace in the cloaked, spiritual figure I was taught to confide in, I delved deep in the passages, the chants, the rituals performed in secret and isolation. My nostrils would fill with musky incense as I breathed steadily among the walls...
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♫ mmmMOSESsss - cold fresh air
♫ mmmMOSESsss - cold fresh air As you strive to remain grounded, I became fixated on escaping your suffocating, asphyxiating hands. My body, bruised and split, glowed with blemishes - colored in purplish hues of anger and determination. Settling in altostratusically, I became annoyed with the sudden split in my skin. Picking and pawing, I would gnaw upon my dry, unforgiving flesh until every inch...
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♫ Cryst▲llized - Yatta
♫ Cryst▲llized - Yatta We don’t acknowledge ourselves as frail and fragile beings -our skins taut like wet paper. Once shining and triumphant, we have now been reduced to shaking, feeble creatures of detestable habit. Legs refusing to move, eyes refusing to see, lungs refusing to breathe - we beg and coax our systems to function in vain. As we sputter and wheeze our breathless prayers -...
December 2011
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*Premiere: Ghibli - TKMTMR*
Premiere: Ghibli - TKMTMR
♪ Ghibli - TKMTMR
For the final post of 2011, I am proud to present Ghibli’s remix of “Tsukema Tsukeru,” by Kyary Pamyu Pamyu. Taking the boisterous aspects of the song, Ghibli manages to focus and rework the track into more of a celebration anthem for this already positive-affirmation, high-spirited track. “TKMTMR” is accented...
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November 2011
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♫ Plaitum - Diamondii
♫ Plaitum - Diamondii As the days passed into night and the nights drifted into weeks, I watched you mutate into a calloused, uncaring figure. Scars, rampant and oozing, adorned your scaly skin - like a copper netting weaving in and out over your cells. You would hiss and wheeze as you, labored by your heavy body, would begin to shift and twist wildly. Observing those around you with your eyes...
October 2011
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♫ W0LCNUM - It will never be
♫ W0LCNUM - It will never be Terribly aware, overwhelmed with terror and mounting nerves, I began gnawing at fingers. Drenched in sweat, my finger tips became pruned - wrinkled and rugosed. Biting harder, my teeth clenched tightly on the folded, rumpled skin that rested in between my front teeth. Pulling. Twisting. Gnashing. Chewing. Without much thought, I devoured the skin off my finger tips...
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♫ SVENG∆LI
♫ SVENG∆LI - Siriul Killa
As my eyes began to shut, I could feel my body drifting away. Lost in unconsciousness, I felt my muscles, my tendons, and skeleton slowly settle. My pained neck would pop and creak as my little bones shifted into their rightful place. At that moment, I realized I could still see through my illuminated, thin eyelids. Blackened specks, like small constellations, formed...
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♫ Ivvvo - With You
♫ Ivvvo - With You I would emerge, full of vigor and lust, at the silent, pitch black hours of night. Engulfed in flames, I would watch my beloved writhe and wiggle in vicious glee. My eyes, fixated in frustrated adoration, would intently watch you change shapes. The wanton vixen, the engorged pig, the frail imp - dancing carefree and shameless before me. Fully aware that this unison was only...
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♫ Lust - Dark Water
♫ Lust - Dark Water Fueled by wanton and rampant fantasies, you became preoccupied. Obsessed with the repugnant fables, you began to grow more and more distracted. At night, when the air was stagnant, you would rest your racing, throbbing head in your makeshift bed. Your night time stories - horrific and grotesque tales - were your extension of your suffocating adoration. Arms would bind and...
September 2011
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♫ Purple - I will never see you again
♫ Purple - I will never see you again
Concerned I would be remembered, I began an attempt to cover up the bloodied, crimson footprints I unwillingly left behind. My oily fingertips, stained from the gore, feverishly began to wipe away the reminders of brutality. Twirling. Snaking. Distracted by your weakened wails and lamentations as they echoed through the bare, carnage-tinged halls, I began...
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♫ Black Marble - Pretender
♫ Black Marble - Pretender Unable to shake the rituals embedded within your soul, you began to execute what you felt you were obligated to do. Barely shaking sleep from your fragile and failing bones, you began your journey your designated spot. With each step, your knees would crack and splinter - soaking the cloth in a copper hue. Muttering words of encouragement, your mantra of determination,...
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♫ The Long Wives
♫ The Long Wives - Odd Funerals For New Beasts
O, how my pleas fell upon deaf, unwavering ears. Stern and standing upright, towering before my shivering, quaking knees, you delivered your frightful sermon of injustice. Your voice boomed and thundered, as your spiteful tongue pushed out toxic psalms. Placing your engorged, calloused hand upon my sweat-ridden brow, you changed to intonations of...
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♫ Taps - Fluttersad
♫ Taps - Fluttersad
I will confess how taxing writing short pieces of prose can be. With every piece, I find myself trying to fit the music - to conjure a story which fits the mood, the lyrics, or even artwork. This entry for “Fluttersad”, is a different story all together. It feels a little silly trying to create a “serious” composition when staring at artwork of a...
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♫ Premiere: Basketball Camp - Culverss
♫ Basketball Camp - Culverss Frustrated by the lack of urgency, the cloak of contentment, I began the rush to resolve the situation that bordered on the edge of destruction. That pounding sense of justice, the drive of freedom, further propelled my actions. As I could only utter so many stuttered words, limited by my hushed and muted vocabulary, I sought resolution in my actions. The brutal...
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♫ KnO▼1edge - Dvvn There
♫ KnO▼1edge - Dvvn There
Engrossed in my grotesque transformation, I would pick the scabs that began to manifest on my once delicate, nimble, pink flesh. The new, scaley skin would easily break as I squeezed and pulled. Hoping to eject every drop of poisonous blood that was now coursing through my translucent veins, I created a nightly sanguine ritual. Afraid of digesting the vile, contaminated...
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♫ Mokadem - Dunt U
♫ Mokadem - Dunt U
One bitter, cold winter morning, I saw you cast my bones into the cleansing fire. After sending your deepest well wishes, your would hurdle my femur, my scapula, and fibule into the sparkling embers. You held my mandible in your right hand as you uttered disembodied mantras of protection and damnation. Ashes and crimson, glistening organs, housed in your knapsack - you...
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♫ TEMPLE DE∆TH - LINES ∆ND NOT LINES
♫ TEMPLE DE∆TH - LINES ∆ND NOT LINES
Upon introspection, I came to the realization that you were my unwilling savior. Donning that mask, composed of uneven pieces of cowhide, you were a caricature of humanity. When spoken to, you would answer only in grunts and growls. As was custom, you would signal the start of our feast with your guttural, gnarlish vocabulary. Your singing instrument of...
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♫ Mask Man - Bitch
♫ Mask Man - Bitch
I watched the words fall lovingly from your pale lips. As you spoke in a slow motion, I stood mesmerized and paralyzed before you. You would put your tremoring hand on my sweat-stained forehead - baptising and anointing me in a crimson, syrupy solvent. I could perfectly map out the pastel blues of your serpentine veins and the majestic, enlarged tendons that swelled and...
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♫ BLZRS - W3 AR3 BLZR$
♫ BLZRS - W3 AR3 BLZR$ My breathing became shallow with every push - the cracking of my broken chest. Your virulent stance, pressing and oppressing my feeble, near splintering sternum, grew more triumphant as the pressure swelled. Stifled and squirming, I desperately struggled to escape your sadistic flirtation. Asphyxiated amour - succumbing to the shattering sound.
BLZRS is not for everyone....
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♫ Lana del Rey - √1D∑Ó G∆M∑$ (M∆DD3N refix)
♫ Lana del Rey - √1D∑Ó G∆M∑$ (M∆DD3N refix)
I would maintain my composure as the verdict was laid to rest. As the crowd shouted exclamations of disbelief mixed with those of support, I was escorted, gingerly, off the stage. Soft, reassuring hands would wrap around my wrists - leading me to my doom. They would place me at a table - blindfolded and bandaged - urging me to partake of this vexed...
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♫ Premiere: Cold Love - Other Light
♫ Cold Love - Other Light
Almost as if on cue, the grotesque internal transformation began. Days soon gave way to weeks, and I could feel my insides stretching and twisting at every turn. Organs entangled and intertwined - helixed and spiraled. My innards were your fodder; you began to feed upon my body. Devouring the gastric acids, chewing and sucking on the white blood cells, nibbling and...
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♫ Killorgiveup - Blind
♫ Killorgiveup - Blind Aware of your persuasive powers, I began to document your fallacious allegations. As the poisonous words rolled and tumbled off your forked tongue, those around you would slowly succumb to the noxious proverbs. Oh, how you would raise your arms high above your head, your black eyes darting manically until your whites swallowed them - eclipsed and shadowed. Your...
August 2011
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♫ Magic Fades - Endless Summer
♫ Magic Fades - Endless Summer We shared vicious, inhumane idiosyncrasies. Holed away from the rest of the world, we saw to it that we only carried out what the other desired. As our numbers began to multiply, we began experimenting for our survival. Our joy found in our cruel discovery - boiling, slicing, exposing what we truly were. Hermit-like, solitary savages - enclaved and enraptured....
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♫ TWIN-GEMZ - Dark Thots
♫ TWIN-GEMZ - Dark Thots
After countless rejection, I found the perfect companion in bits and pieces of my acquaintances. Convinced I was not meant to remain in isolation, I set my plan in motion. Over time, I began to map out the construction, the blueprint of adoration. Setting aside my sharpened, sanitized instruments alongside my crude sketching of human architecture, I eagerly awaited...
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♫ Koban - Down in the Well
♫ Koban - Down in the Well I would cloak myself in the darkness of the night. Banished and tormented by the voices that possessed me, I sought solace in the pitch black surroundings you had cruelly bestowed upon me. Once a virtuous angel, I know bore the brand of one led astray. Night after night, I began to seek an escape from my prison of darkness. My sepulcher - kissed by demons - was not my...
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♫ People At Parties - Say
♫ People at Parties - Say Wanting to explore the darkened landscape and valley below me, I decided to venture off into the unknown at dusk. Packing only what I thought was necessary, I slowly crept out into the inviting surroundings. I would drink in everything I could - from the sound of the creaking twigs screaming beneath my feet to the screeching sounds of the birds hidden from my view. As I...
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♫ D▲N▲S▲R - WiTCHKRFTKiLLS
♫ D▲N▲S▲R - WiTCHKRFTKiLLS I could feel myself unravel as I slinked far back into the night. Ashamed by the unprovoked, unwanted undoing, I began an attempt to remain intact - to push myself in further. As my insides began to shake, I held steadfast - determined to remain whole. My organs slowly began to slip outside of me - creeping, slinking, oozing crimson red. Pushing, determined to not...
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♫ Spotlight on White Horse
♫ White Horse - Trouble With The Horses Mauling and scratching your crimson skin, I lacerate your flesh with great intent. Soft sounds of inviting anguish escape your parted lips as my body overwhelms yours. Mouths distort with distress. Brows furrow. Eyelids tightly fold. I strive to amalgamate - to have our fiber eventually deliquesced. Unable to abandon my tormented memories, you begin to...
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KUHRYE-OO TOUR UPDATE: STOLEN LAPTOP/PASSPORT
This is important information for all you fans of Kuhrye-oo out there! Please reads this about the current status of his tour and if you can, please, please donate! Buy a shirt, too (I know I am) and just send overall good vibes to one of the kindest beings ever. Please reblog, blog, and get the word out....
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♫ Mellow Grave - Don't Deliver Us
♫ Mellow Grave - Don’t Deliver Us He would emerge from isolation, victorious and tumefied. His bloated, distended belly would jiggle as he would trample proudly through the manor. Placing his hands on his hips, he would let out a cackle like drunken raven - intoxicated on his own imperious libation. Aware of his presence, I would withdraw into my chamber until his engorged vessel passed my...
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Upon your depature, I discovered a small,...
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♫ Matthew Ackers - And Man Lives On
♫ Matthew Ackers - And Man Lives On Afraid to dream, I began to idle myself with other mundane interests. As the nights painfully turned into endless days, I found my homestead was accompanied by intrusive, unwelcome visitors. They would attempt to converse with me - their gaping mouths open in a perverse manner - spewing nonsense intended to taunt me. If I would attempt to slip into a...